How I love Shige.

20 November 2009 @ 04:07 pm

Hello.

It's kinda funny how I'm here when I said I wouldnt be till like.. 8th Dec. ;p.
I'm taking a mini break (not that much of a braek since i just spent 2 hours changing my blogskin for the nth time - the last time i changed it was 2 weeks ago. omg) since today killed me. I'm SO disappointed with what I did today. sigh. and I came how and immersed my sorrows in food. alot alot of food. LMAO. 2kgs since the exam craze began. WTF?! I need gym!

( For people who know me personally and are in Malaysia :D )

Details about it will be on my blog when time comes. so heh.. www.jadeagainsttheburgers.blogspot.com I really have to start explaining my bloglink. I'm not THAT random :D

:D <--- that is so addictive.
Something random, my blog made RM0.25 LMAO. I find that entertaining. you cant blame me, I spend 6 hours a day in the exam hall. It melts my brian.

So that's about it.

Tags: spazz

Current Location: Room

Current Mood:

lazy

Current Music: Exile - Shooting star

3 Munched | Munch here

30 October 2009 @ 12:41 am

finally.

I'm back posting my last post till after taking on the thing we all fear - SPM.

My laptop was sent to fix so I havent been on since gawd knows when but in the end they didnt find anything wrong with it so... I SENT IT IN FOR NOTHING. fml.

People who know my all know i am extreamly lazy - to the point of skipping school just because I don't wanna iron my uniform. I just dont see a need to so small things (or any things for that matter) and to those who really really know me, they probably know my room is junk's ville. I don't really own many things - poor yes poor, but my room is a mess, i kid u not it is an awesome pile of mess. I cant even study in there anymore and have resort to studying on the dining table (no one else can use it now heh)

I decided to once and for all clean all my books from on the floor and papers from every corner of the room and whatever random things all around. The only thing neat in my room are my Shige things (duh?)

( large ugly pics of my room and me since i have noting positive to post about. 8D )

I'm sorry to those I havent replied - I probably cant get to them anytime soon so, sorry ;(
last post till Dec 8th or 9th. wish me luck bai darlings.

OH AND, I miss EVERYTHING on LJ for the past month but just so happen to catch Yamapi's loveless PV just now, and I HAVE TO SAY IT IS AWESOME. much more than the cover of the NEWS DVD. - yes i am still bitter about it.

AND BEGO dont worry, Kpop will not eat me alive.

Tags: random, real life, spazz

Current Mood:

jealous

Current Music: Yamapi - loveless

26 Munched | Munch here

09 October 2009 @ 08:54 pm

Yes no maybe

I finally finished going through more than a weeks worth of LJ. I skipped like almost 700 posts back. epic.
So I think it's been quite sometime since i've last posted and I think my LJ really deserves an update so people dont start defriending me. but then again if you dont like me and wish to do so, have fun :)

I think this post should/will be of a decent size but im not gonna cut it. Hate me if you want, Lj hates me more.
First things first, good luck to those having their PMR exams now. If you think u've got it bad, my SPM is in less than 40 days. yesh, this is me freaking the hell out. no joke.
also to those who's started school, college, universities and such, have a great new school term! Let them know how much you rock.
to those having any other sort of exams/worries/troubles/stress, good luck and keep thy head up. Life's always sweeter after the bitter.

Also, to all the people i've failed to wish "happy birthday" to, Happy Birthday. I'm sorry I fail to wish you guys on the days itself or forgot, I kinda fail at life. and all the upcoming bday folks, Happy Birthday to you guys too.
to those I owe replies and emails, wait for me!

and now on to real life.
So what has Jadey been doing these few weeks? Exams - that's what. I swear I think almost every post I've written for the past 4months have something to do with exams. My life is boring. and guess what's the 1st thing I found when I came online?
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The fact that all the good graphic designers in JE is dead and all their left with are retards that are colour blind and lack something called taste. Seriously, what's the spacema there for? I'm still curious. Johnny owes us big time for this. I cannot even calm myself enough to write nice words. Even the diamond itself looks tacky. Seriously, is the designer BLIND? I hope it's just the 2Dness of the picture that doesnt do it justice. I hope it's better seen in real life than in that tiny portal they call a preview. I hope we get surprise things to make up for the ugly.
Ok, I should stop complaining. Sorry designer guy who has no taste.

On to better things!
To TINA, since I hardly see you online except on twitter, I guess you're always busy, but I RECEIVED THE AWESOME PACKAGE! Seriously, SO MUCH LOVE. I swore not to over use capslock spazz but I cant help it! ommgg I was so surprised to find the extra goodies! ILY SO MUCH. U're so awesome! and the tokidoki note. ahhh you rock so so much. It reached my friend's house Wednesday and she passed it to me yesterday (Thursday). Hurry up and get online so I can shower you with love. No joke.

and again sad things,
My phone got stolen. No one can seriously believe how sad I was. I cried for like 2 full days. Seriously. My phone is/was like the most important thing I own. Even more than my laptop or the Shige goodies I own (You know i dont joke with my Shige goodies). I am now never taking a Malaysian public bus ever again, ever. Espcially on Raya. Sorry but really. I will also refrian myself from going to Mid Valley. Sunways is my choice of mall now.
Wih this out, please cal/text me at 019-6195077. tell me who you are too please cause all my numbers are gone. So yeah. I need all ur numbers back. If u're lazy to call, comment!
and, international texts would be lovely! I usually text Clauds. And recently, Heidi - send to +60196195077.

Keep the number! I'd be bored if no one bothers me since my I'll rarely be online these 2 months. I am seriousl about not getting online for 2 months. So please please PLEASE keep me updated with all the NEWS & arashi news. Usually Bena has that job but lately she has been really busy and she also has her finals coming up. help~!

Now to some minor fangirling,
I cant believe Shige's SP thin is airing on Nov 16. 2 days before the exams of my life. (yesh I'm exagerating) <-- however you spell that. so after 3 weeks of that, I can start Dl-ing the subs. but I have dead internet.
meaning, I wont be able to watch
- Room 0
- Shige's SP
- Diamond DVD
- My Girl
All of which i REALLY am desperate to watch. And I still havent watched puzzle! I reallly want to watch that DVD. Seriously.
If only someone would DL off of those with subs and burn them on dvds for me. Hah. dream big.

I have so many more things to say but I guess i'll have to stop here since I'm running out of time.
anyways, wish me luck, send me love and live well.

&hearts.

Tags: fangirl. rant, news

Current Mood:

satisfied

17 Munched | Munch here

09 September 2009 @ 04:22 pm

blog

ISURVIVEDTHEMONTHLONGEXAMS. Oh yey.

but, I'm too lazy to retypre everything out again.

I has new blog!
www.jadeagainsttheburgers.blogspot.com/

please stop by. I promise it's pretty? :D

oh oh, I need to sell some of my JE stuffs.

Anyone interested in :
~~1) Tegomass concert totebag~~
~~2) 24hrtv shirt - pink L size.~~
3) Sho's CUT mag (yesh the very sexy one)
4) Sho's +act mag (again, the very sexy one)
5) Arashi's wall calendar 09-10
6) NEWS's Calander 09-10

I really dont want to but I have to. Whai? Hard to explain but important nontheless.

*hearts

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

tired

24 Munched | Munch here

28 August 2009 @ 07:38 pm

Touch and go.

Im just here to say, I'm alive.

honestly, I tell mysef time over time that I dont have enough time to study and yet I sill find myself nfront of this screen and now type this post.

Oh and for perople who DID read my last post, each exam session is 3weeks, not two. WTF? FML. LOL

*inhale, exhale* It's all be over in a few months. THANK GOD. I hope I do okay. Life has no idea how much I need a scholarship to futher my studies. Ideally, Japan would be awesome. People think i'm not bad in my studies, but i'm not that good. I mean look at me now, I cant even focus right! wth?!

- Jadey

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

guilty

15 Munched | Munch here

12 August 2009 @ 10:23 am

Personality test, rant post.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
This is so true it scares me really.
( Click to see te real Jadey. )

Ok, i would like to add that this LJ is not, not, nooot, dead. Just that it has a completely useless owner. I wish I could say, EXAM WEEK! But not, this is much much more serious than that, it's non other than, EXAM MONTHS! Ok lets take a look at the summary of what i'm dealing with.

( Click to see the death of a 16 - ALMOST 17 - year old fangirl. )

On to mah next rant! The oh-so-slowness of mah fandom. So currently the only thing ~~keeping me sane~~ keeping me from going more insane, is my ever dull fandom and fellow LJ-ers spoiling me with love.

I mean no seriously.

Wait, what was I about to say again?

( Click to see what fake pms can do~! )

boooyy, I sound like I'm having pms. woots.
HAH! Beat you. I managed to refrain myself from inserting many unecessary emoticons. but, there's alot of capslock spamm, snarky comments and oh so fabulous Jadeh.

I would go on with this post but I think my flist would kill me.

*edit*
If anyone has some nice songs, please send em to meh. I need company while I study. Bego has been causing me to have major flailings for EXILE's Takahiro. Damn you Bego~! &hearts

So, after this post, my hiatus begins! And for ppl who truely know me, U guys know I can never truelybe on a hiatus. I'm always lurking. So dont be a badass and bitchtalk about me. I'll know. and hunt u down ONE by ONE.

seriously, o---o! Why the pms talk! I think all the studying has made ur beloved Jadey go insane.

so, shower me with love, toodles mwah!
- Jadey

Tags: fangirl, kato shigeaki, rant, spazz

Current Location: On mah beddy bed.

Current Music: BoA - Dakishimeru.

31 Munched | Munch here

24 July 2009 @ 11:29 am

Meme

Tagged by

potetofurai. but also by

aoki_akira and

p_juchan yesterday or a long time ago.

Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
Usually, it's kei-chan my monkey but as of yesterday, A BIG DOGGY THAT I HAVE YET TO NAME that my mum brought home from china =))

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
Just last week, I skipped my EST class cuz i was lazy and the next week my teacher saw me and asked why i didnt go, I liedand said I had to go do something with my bro and she said "if u skipped u should just tell me u skipped, there's no need for excuses" and i was like o---o whooops xD. not exactly deadline thingy but xD

What kind of books do you read?
Mostly sappy love novels and friendship novels. science fiction and fantasy o-o are meant for moves. no offense cuz i'm lame xD. all my friends are fantasy readers.

Best day of the week?
Thursday cuz no tuition =)) or Sat cuz i dont do anything! =X

What's really creepy?
THe spider my friends caught in school. Boys *rolls eyes*

Who is your celebrity crush?
Shige? But I have many o-o erm, like Sho, Nino, Ryo, Kei, blaaaa the list goes onnn XD but no one can replace Shige =))

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Mafia wars. ITS ADDICTING. o--o

What are you listening to right now?
My mum's tv and speaker spazz. Oh and my phone just rang! I'm using Kakao monotone for some reason XD

What did you eat for lunch today?
Isnt lunch time yet but I just ate wantan noodles XD

MY MAMA IS OFFICIALLY HOME. yeehh I GOT A BIG ASS DOGGIE FROM HER! I missed her sooo much.

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Gmail, LJ and facebook.

What was the last thing you bought?
Bubble tea!

What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
Christy said herself and I would have to agree XD. but the TEGOMASS tote bag is my current dream to achieve. *wicks* ohh and the HSB group uchiwa. I'm somehow loving the group Uchiwa concept.

Does the weather affect your mood?
Nope. But if it's TOO hot or rains when I need to go out, yes =)

What is your zodiac sign?
Chinese or western? o-o Monkey. horoscope, mostly Libra but some says virgo cuz i'm at the borderline.

Do you want to learn another language?
Japanese but I reallly want to improve my Cantonese.

5 things you can't live without.
My K7701, Internet, Mama... and daily essentials.

If you could meet anyone now, who would you meet?
Kato Shigeaki.

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I can soo get over you =))

What are you looking forward to?
Graduation XD! well not really. cuz i graduate BEFORE this stupid exam that lasts a month long. so AFTER the exam. or the last day of the exam =))

Say something to the person who tagged you:
Sory I have a habit of spamming ur facebook. I spamm everyone o-o. XD!

EDIT:
i forgot to tagg ppl.

jemaelutao

newskattuneito

yan_desu

syarashin

ryoshige

jayzslam

honeyshikido

divineangel17

Tags: meme

Current Mood:

sleepy

3 Munched | Munch here

23 July 2009 @ 07:00 pm

Jade was tagged.

Initially wanted to do a meme and update but my lj is being crappy.

I WANT THAT HSB UCHIWA (and poster) I honestly like the concept of a group uchiwa. Idek why but yeah =))

yeeyy mama's coming home.

grats to bego on passing year 1 of law =))

Is addicted to mafia wars on facebook.

I'm over that guy XD

well, not really but i'm ALMOST there I guess?

well, that's a lie too since he's ALWAYS around.

but that's cuz... he's an idiot! sides, too much problems annnd guess what! he has a new gf =)) YEY for him? oh well. XD

I miss my mama.

HSB UCHIWA MAKES ME FLAIL for some reason.

Wooo exams.

Uta no onii - Jadey's finally watching!

Bon Odori was fun. Met many ppls but missed many ppls.

=)) I MISS BENA!!!

bye!

Tags: meme, spazz

Current Mood:

confused

5 Munched | Munch here

16 July 2009 @ 07:48 pm

=))

Just wanted to say, blaaaahh I hate liking boys my age. They're all, blaaaah. XD

And friends are, hard O-----o.

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

crushed

33 Munched | Munch here

11 July 2009 @ 12:27 am

(no subject)

I'm late so, small short not. Keeping this as simple as I can,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATO SHIGEAKI!

That's all. Sorry for spam flist =)

Tags: kato shigeaki

Current Location: My room.

Current Mood:

ecstatic

5 Munched | Munch here

09 July 2009 @ 07:37 pm

I dont know why.

I'm going to Daicon =)) i'll be late though. Look me up?

I dont know why but lately i've been in no real mood to get online. Sms me to find me =))

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

crappy

5 Munched | Munch here

30 June 2009 @ 10:02 pm

I was followed.

I'm not supposed to be online but, I needed to get this out of my system.

TODAY WAS SO SCARY. I WAS FOLLOWED.

Yesh you did not read that wrongly.

uh, I got into the lift when I got home and there were 2 people in it. me, the maintanence guy and some african male.
So just walked up the insane hill and it was a VERY hot day, I didnt think and went into the lift. I was so tired.
The maintanence dude went off at 2nd floor and I lived on the fourth. JUST as the lift closed on the 2nd floor the african talked to me. I was so scared. He asked me how was my day, what's my name and all those. I was like wtf is he asking em these. I didnt really answer him so i just mumbled and anciously waited for the lift to reach my floor. Then he suddenly said he wanted to be my friend and if he could have my number. I told him straight off NO. (this actually happened on the train before. i was so arh scared)

When the lift rached my floor I rushed out. I was NOT gonna stand there and let him come near me. I rushed out and he asked me to wait DUH i didnt and went out to the lift hall area. my house is to the right and that was when i saw him come out of the lift following me. I WAS SO FREAKED OUT BY THEN. So i turned LEFT not wanting him to know where I lived. I pretended to ring the bell of a random house so that he'd leave but when i turned to check, HE WAS STILL THERE. his arms were together sort of begging me to be his whatever friend. I was like, STOP FOLLOWING ME! and he was still there! he wouldnt leave. He pretended to but I stood there and when i turn to look back, he'd still peak to see if I was still there. I was too scared by then so I decided to ring the bell and ask for help.

The door opened and there was a maid at the door. I begged her to help me telling her this man was following me. She let me in and after like 15mins in her house she even walked me to my unit! I owe her so much.

After a few hours, I had to go to tuition and I was so scared of taking the lift and walking all the way there. but i did. my mum wants to lodge a police report but i'm like, hmmmm. o-o.

but seriously, I'm still scared. honestly, really. arhhgejf!

Tags: experience

Current Mood:

scared

67 Munched | Munch here

27 June 2009 @ 11:37 am

Random pics and lovey post for Bena

Okay, I'm bored. I'm waiting for Bena to come over to drop some stuff off (MY BEST STAGE FINALLY! yey) before she leaves for Kedah. a frigging gawd knows how many hours drive away from here. I ARE SAD DAMMIT! I'm gonna miss her so much. Who's gonna be my Keichan while she's so far away?! I know she can drive back here when she wants to and I think she prolly will when there are fanmeets and stuff. but it's not that same! Who's gonna go out with me at random days now? *dies* I miss her already. sigh. But study hard in UUM Bena! Dont fangirl too much (which is hard for Bena XD)

Well, anyways, I have been camwhoring while I was bored lately (and needless to say, I'm always bored). And I've found a new love! Black and white pictures. I think they're just beaautiful. I took random ones but I failed. So it'll go under a link for ppl who arent interested.
( On to the fail! )

I'm not looking forward to monday =)

You know what? I want Nino butai goods. Nono wait, I want ARASHI concert goods. ahh Tegomass goodies! *cant make up mind* Oh well, I cant afford any sellers price anyways. I hate Malaysian currency so much. heh.
my flist scrambling with request posts made me envious. so many people is going to Japan! booyy are they lucky.

I'm typing this post while photobucket uploads my pics. it's so slow! *huff puff*
anyone know of any good image hostsites besides photobucket tinypic and 4shared? (for slow internet users) *dies*

Bena isnt here yet, she's late O-o

my lappy is running low on gas~

I'm SO spamming. heh.
Ok, i've decided that this will be my last post using caplock spam and random emoticons. I shall refrain from them and use nice normal font. I really cant stop using them. I even use them when writing my diary for english class. whoops.

Oh right, random pics of nth.
( around 5 or 6 pics )

that's all. FINALLY managed to up all the pics. zz. watching Sakurai on Yonimo Kimyona Monogatari (2007.03.26) Sainoudama. whatever that is but scary expressions of sho! =) thanks to harp subs for the subs.

Oh, Bena came and left already. Alot of stuff to pass to Jufa. my best stage mag. FINALLY! I are so happy. she gave me 2 tearout posters! yey. I miss her alreadddyy. ngah.

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

sad

29 Munched | Munch here

26 June 2009 @ 08:20 pm

ARASHI LOVES

I think i has a crush =D

ANYWAYS, Arashi is so! woots. Only they deserve to have their 10th anni during a recession. ARASHI!

My flist is being FLOODED by ticket requests. I mean, I'm happy for them and all but, it bugs me sometimes.

BUT TO ALL THOSE THAT CAN GO, GOOOOODDDD FOR YOU. I'm happy for u guys.

and those that can go to a tegomass concery. I R JELES. =D

For once in a long time, I have been loving going to school. it has been fun. i finally have a gang of friend that I belong to (or that's what i'd like to think). Let's just hope it works out.

Short update. Ja!

I realise I've no mood to update since school started. zz.

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

calm

17 Munched | Munch here

13 June 2009 @ 01:30 am

It's Nino month! My flist is hype! XD

Seriously, I cant never ever ever get over how cute nino is in here xD
EDIT : sorry, credits to the uploader!

Today was.. fun i guess.
Woke up and came online.
Chores.
After that I went to meet some frens at the mamak (food place thingy. how do u explain mamak in english?). I was supposed to mmet my school fren and another girl which i havent seen for half a year cuz she transferred schools. BUT SHE DIDNT COME IN THE END. Well, she did, but she was 5 hours late and I had to go to tuition.
After tuition my mum wanted to watch a movie.

and..

and..
I FINALLY WATCHED TERMINATOR 4!
Uh, u've no idea HOW long i've wanted to watch this. Almost went ahead and watched it alone the other day. but it turned out kinda disappointing so i came home for some Seth Cohan love. YEY!

SHIGE WHERE ART THOU.
haiz. u are too busy with your butai!
Becarreffull in Osaka!

im so cold.

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

cold

9 Munched | Munch here

11 June 2009 @ 08:43 pm

Some random and meme.

I need someone to beta my first fic for me! but then again, I'm too nervous and shy so maybe not. But i need help! ngah. what to do what to do.

I REALLY need to get this done with. I'm so slow!

School's going to start soon, what am I to do?

I can't download a single thing.

I'm watching the OC (yes yes i am) plainly for Seth Cohan. he's mine Heathur, not yours.

I need a life besides ciberworld.

Why do I keep missing fanmeets!

MEME TIME! from

blursakana
( Only if u're bored cuz my ans are lame. )

Done! I was bored. heh~

Tags: meme, spazz

Current Location: Living room

Current Mood:

awake

16 Munched | Munch here

09 June 2009 @ 12:44 am

I'm home.

AM I THE ONlY ONE LEFT WHO HASNT WATCHED STAND UP?!
I am so fail.

Glad u're having fun Tina

Heather, our telephathy sucks and i'm not doing ur fangirling for you. WHY dont you like it?!

Dyana, I'm always here!

Bena, EVERYONE EXCEPT PI WENT TO SHIGE'S BUTAI XD EVEN TEGO! I'm contented.

Ayu, Jufa, I showed off my shirt all over Johor yo!

Hani, you owe me good food.

Nabeela, I didnt get to do Satoshige!

Johnny-san, I hate you for never leaving my wallet alone.

Now to talk about my trip to nowhere land!

( Under a cut cuz it's long. )

So here are random pics I have in my phone.

( Only like 5? )So that was my trip. I came back to find not many missed me! XD I wasnt gone long enuf. fufufu~ haha. Long post. sorry for spamm!
me andmy mum have to tighten our belts for 6months cuz of this!
And my bro has money to bring his gf for jap buffet this thurs yet i STILL dont see my last year's bday present. Is it really that hard being a nice brother? bleh. im greedy so what.

Done!

Tags: holiday

Current Location: Living room

Current Mood:

tired

30 Munched | Munch here

05 June 2009 @ 05:38 pm

(no subject)

HAVE A SAFE TRIP TINA! Have lots of fun too =)

Dyana, Shige is not yours. Stay with your Tegoshi.

I'm hungryyy. Shit, i started this post with a purpose and now i've forgotten it. lame lame.

I'm off to the beach at 6am tomorrow! Desaru, Johor. (is it even IN Johor? seriously, i dont know) Anyways, anyone wanna stalk me? I'd be SO bored cuz Mr.evil and his even more uhhh girlfriend will be there. I'm not in denial, I just, really dont like my bro. We dont get along at all. But i do miss him, i miss the times where we actually cared. ahhh emo. Conclusion, I MISS MY BROTHAR! He's so different now. It hurts. sigh.

Seriously, what am I going to do at the beach? Only me, my mum and... those 2 are going. THey're gonna be lovey-dovey and my mum wants to chill. WHAT ABOUT JADEY? Not saying I dont love the beach, cuz quite frankly, WHO DOESNT LOVE THE BEACH?! But my mood's probably gonna be like crap. Even tho i know i'll feel even more shitty for acting like shit, i do it naturally when I see him.

Conclusion again? IM THE WORSE DAUGHTER/SIBLING ON EARTH!

*sigh*

Still love me peeeples?

Ja ne! wish me luck.
I'll TRY to be nice :)

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

optimistic

18 Munched | Munch here

04 June 2009 @ 08:42 pm

Tuition

B.I.Shadow surprised me really. hmmm.. still absorbing.

Anyways, I'm trying to write fanfics but I fail. Someone help me!

Today tuition was an utter waste of time. Ok, Malay tuition was supposed to start at 7pm. I got there at 6.30pm. Anyways, wait wait wait and 7.10? no teacher.

wait wait wait, 7.45? no teacher.

wait wait wait, 7.55? call mama to go home. In the midsts of calling, the whole centre tripped. It was PITCH BLACK. It was epic. HAHA it was SO dark except for the glow in the dark clock. And there was quite a number of ppl there so it was really noisy.

HAHA. So in the end there was no class and I wasted my time. AND 7pm was the last episode of the show i'd been watching for soo long on tv. made me SO annoyed. UH.

SO now im bored. ja!

Tags: spazz

Current Mood:

bored