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20 June 2010 @ 01:36 am
Hey guys!

Im sorry I havent been Lj-ing. Hardly keeping my blog alive really www.jadeagainsttheburgers.blogspot.com vist!

So for an update on my fandom hmm, I know i'm still head over heels for Shige and/or NEWS but I just really wished they had more. Just, MORE than nothing at least. aye? NO WORRIES, I'm still in the fandom. Though due to my insane life atm, I'm kinda not up to date? so, fill me in loves!

Real life hmmms, I dont know if it's bad or good. I feel it's mostly bad though.
I'm still in Malaysia, enjoying the freedom. Honestly enjoying it WAY too much. Things may or may not have gotten out of hand. Who knows really. I'm out and about pretty much everyday. When i'm not, i'll just be FB-ing aha.

I know i've like a million major decisions to make but I really dont know how to. I just wished someone would just TELL me what to do.

I thought i've given up liking guys, wanting them to like me first but alaaaaaaa, I failed ): YOU FOOL! also the fact that i'm leaving in about a month. ish ish ishhh.

In the past 3 months, i've gained so many new experiences. Somehow it feels like more than the past 5 years of my life. I'm beginning to think it is. Sad really but true. This may sound cliche but sometimes when I look myself in the mirror I am. It's like, I sooo dont understand what I want and what I need to do. All I know is that I need help, and lots of hugs.

My brother's away for Uni. He'll be even further away from me when I leave. I miss him SO much. Seriously. We have our fair share of fights but I really need him ): 

OH, btw flist, You guys know Shige's ring? The belt one? I found a slight replica, but it's like one size only.

If you want it tell me kays? It's RM10 btw (:
IF there's still stock (:
Current Location: Malaysia
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Colby O'Donis - I wanna touch you
□♡Claire▽○くらりんblursakana on June 19th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
I know right!!! NEWS should have more activities tgt! Urgghhh ... Blame Johnny-San na...haha... I know how it feels like to be stuck in between choosing the right thing and the thing u want to do most ne...maybe it's different but...whatever it is...I'm sure u will be able to make the right one...ne!!^^ haha ..it's late and I gtg sleep now...nee-chan! Oyasumi!!! Misshuuu ne!!!xD
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 19th, 2010 06:04 pm (UTC)
hahaha thanks hunn! i'll talk to you when u get on msn next time then (:
□♡Claire▽○くらりん: ShigeCamerablursakana on June 20th, 2010 09:52 am (UTC)
HAII~!^^ hehe xD Take care ne (>_<)
sakura10101sakura10101 on June 20th, 2010 02:40 am (UTC)
GOD DAMMIT. I really wish there was some NEWS stuff to work with. I feel like i haven't heard from them in SO long. Well school's been keeping me busy as well :P
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 21st, 2010 06:56 am (UTC)
YEAH EXACTLY. Everyone's doing their own thing. makes me so saddddd. ):
jayzslamjayzslam on June 20th, 2010 04:34 am (UTC)
can i have the ring??kekekekke...muat tak for me?
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 21st, 2010 06:55 am (UTC)
i think it should fit 8D
jayzslamjayzslam on June 21st, 2010 06:57 am (UTC)
then, i want..hehehe..i transfer money k..how much?
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 21st, 2010 06:58 am (UTC)
10bucks only (:
jayzslamjayzslam on June 21st, 2010 06:59 am (UTC)
will transfer later k..need ur acc no..hehehe
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 21st, 2010 07:00 am (UTC)
112148025405 LIM AH YOKE. Maybank (: nps!
Kiritani Saayatheivorykeys on June 20th, 2010 11:02 am (UTC)
ohemmgee. Jadey~! i want the ring. But I'm going back to school Monday. ;p
Jadeyjadeyeap on June 21st, 2010 06:55 am (UTC)
alamakk ):
Kiritani Saayatheivorykeys on June 21st, 2010 11:48 am (UTC)
Lolll. (: